Monday, April 28, 2008

Help

This is not what I asked for in my life.
I'm trying to make things better, and things are just getting worse.
I'm stuck.
And i need help.
But i have NO ONE.
I have never felt so betrayed or felt so much resentment towards people in my life.
Stop judging me and the choices I make, and just be my friend.
And love me regardless.
This is the point where I have nothing and I need to turn to God.
But I don't like giving up control of my life.
Feeling like this can't be what God had planned for me.
I refuse to let it be.
This is Hell on Earth.
Help.

1 comment:

"you don't look asian" said...

aw jenna you are such a sweetie. you remind me a lot of my sister; if you ever need anything i can help you with let me know. i can't say i have any answers but i like to give advice...i tend to give better advice than i take i've heard. <3